Curiosity




It begins with a question
as most things do—
standing still and not understanding
and then,
why?
Sometimes,
how?

Before me—
bands of color arranged with conviction,
clearly the earth has already decided
what each layer means
and is in no hurry to explain itself.

The greatest beauty rarely does.

Someone wearing a mud-stained hat
and pants that swoosh
when he walks
has named them.
Kaibab Limestone at the rim.
Toroweap beneath it.
Coconino Sandstone—once dunes,
moved grain by grain
under a wind that no longer blows.

This was a desert, then a sea,
then something in between
that does not translate cleanly
into a single word.

Mystery mingling with majesty.

I look at the red—
Hermit Shale, perhaps—
soft once,
willing to be shaped,
now holding its position
like a memory that has settled
into fact.

Further down, older still,
Vishnu Schist—
stone that endured heat,
pressure,
nothing erased,
everything contained and displayed—
a record I cannot read,
written in a language
I have not learned.
But I recognize this:

Resilience.

Two billion years, give or take.
The number means nothing
to me
other than
"Wow."

The mind attempts a comparison—
a human life, a century,
a civilization rising
and falling somewhere
between two lines of rock.

It does not help.

Below it all, the river—
still working.
Still carrying
what it has loosened.
Still,
rippling with stories that continue.

The Colorado meanders.
It does not rush
for anyone's benefit,
the way an old man has learned
to slow down.
It cuts
because that is what water does
when given time
and a way through.

I find myself asking questions
that have no immediate use.

Who first noticed
that this was once sand?
Who looked closely enough
to see ripple marks
held in stone?

Who intuited
that knowing this
made the view larger
and more intimate
at the same time?

The tree beside me
leans into its own inquiry,
roots set in an answer
that does not require words.

Its needles move
in present tense.

No concern
for uplift, erosion,
continental drift—
that long, slow negotiation
between plates.

As for me—

I want to know
how something becomes—
how pressure instructs
what to keep
and what to release.

How absence—
of water, of time, of witness—
enters the record.

Curiosity does not simplify.
It accumulates.

Another name.
Another era.
Another process
quietly at work beneath the visible.

And suddenly
the canyon is no longer wide.

It is specific.

I stand at the edge
with a growing suspicion—

that beauty increases
with knowledge,

and that time,
unmeasured and indifferent,
is not empty distance
but the most patient artist
I have ever encountered.

—Iris Lennox