Tag: Wonder

  • Curiosity



    It begins with a question
    as most things do—
    standing still and not understanding
    and then,
    why?
    Sometimes,
    how?

    Before me—
    bands of color arranged with conviction,
    clearly the earth has already decided
    what each layer means
    and is in no hurry to explain itself.

    The greatest beauty rarely does.

    Someone wearing a mud-stained hat
    and pants that swoosh
    when he walks
    has named them.
    Kaibab Limestone at the rim.
    Toroweap beneath it.
    Coconino Sandstone—once dunes,
    moved grain by grain
    under a wind that no longer blows.

    This was a desert, then a sea,
    then something in between
    that does not translate cleanly
    into a single word.

    Mystery mingling with majesty.

    I look at the red—
    Hermit Shale, perhaps—
    soft once,
    willing to be shaped,
    now holding its position
    like a memory that has settled
    into fact.

    Further down, older still,
    Vishnu Schist—
    stone that endured heat,
    pressure,
    nothing erased,
    everything contained and displayed—
    a record I cannot read,
    written in a language
    I have not learned.
    But I recognize this:

    Resilience.

    Two billion years, give or take.
    The number means nothing
    to me
    other than
    "Wow."

    The mind attempts a comparison—
    a human life, a century,
    a civilization rising
    and falling somewhere
    between two lines of rock.

    It does not help.

    Below it all, the river—
    still working.
    Still carrying
    what it has loosened.
    Still,
    rippling with stories that continue.

    The Colorado meanders.
    It does not rush
    for anyone's benefit,
    the way an old man has learned
    to slow down.
    It cuts
    because that is what water does
    when given time
    and a way through.

    I find myself asking questions
    that have no immediate use.

    Who first noticed
    that this was once sand?
    Who looked closely enough
    to see ripple marks
    held in stone?

    Who intuited
    that knowing this
    made the view larger
    and more intimate
    at the same time?

    The tree beside me
    leans into its own inquiry,
    roots set in an answer
    that does not require words.

    Its needles move
    in present tense.

    No concern
    for uplift, erosion,
    continental drift—
    that long, slow negotiation
    between plates.

    As for me—

    I want to know
    how something becomes—
    how pressure instructs
    what to keep
    and what to release.

    How absence—
    of water, of time, of witness—
    enters the record.

    Curiosity does not simplify.
    It accumulates.

    Another name.
    Another era.
    Another process
    quietly at work beneath the visible.

    And suddenly
    the canyon is no longer wide.

    It is specific.

    I stand at the edge
    with a growing suspicion—

    that beauty increases
    with knowledge,

    and that time,
    unmeasured and indifferent,
    is not empty distance
    but the most patient artist
    I have ever encountered.

    —Iris Lennox
  • Wonder


    The photo is courtesy of Pixabay because my iPhone 12 didn’t quite cut it.

    Night settles over the desert
    and the sky draws back
    like a curtain on opening night.

    Stars peer from the wings
    and then enter from every direction—
    innumerable,
    but every one
    commanding attention.

    I lay my head on my daypack
    no longer needed because . . .
    well, night . . .
    light arrives from distances
    I cannot measure,
    each point steady,
    each one burning fiercely
    but without sound.

    Around me, the land falls
    into a hush that is greater than
    quiet—
    stillness.

    Stone cools.
    Air thins.
    The last traces of what the sun gave
    rise from the ground
    and into the sky,
    probably trying to join in
    the celestial production.

    Lucky.

    Here we are in the chaos—
    for a time—
    but above, order.

    Not scattered,
    not random,
    but placed.

    Line after line,
    field after field,
    a vastness that neither moves toward me
    nor recedes.

    Tightrope walkers,
    all of them.
    The theatre?
    Or a circus?
    None of my metaphors matter.

    Every person stops—
    and you can understand why

    why the eye lingers,
    why the body quiets,
    why the heart bends and
    breaks
    and mends
    and unfolds
    all in one inhale.

    The sky doesn't look back.
    It doesn't need to.
    There is nothing we can give to it
    except
    wonder.

    Brilliant,
    unreachable,
    unaffected.

    And still—
    it draws.

    The ground beneath me,
    the sky above me,
    the measure between them—

    all set in order,
    all kept in place,
    all speaking
    without voice.

    In the keeping of it,
    in the placing of each light
    and the distance between them,
    God gives:

    what is set in the heavens
    and seen,

    what fills the eye
    and commands attention—

    and wonder—
    not as something given,

    but as what rises in us
    at the sight of it,

    returning,
    not to the sky above,
    but to the One
    who directs its course.

    —Iris Lennox

    Deuteronomy 4:19