Wonder



The photo is courtesy of Pixabay because my iPhone 12 didn’t quite cut it.

Night settles over the desert
and the sky draws back
like a curtain on opening night.

Stars peer from the wings
and then enter from every direction—
innumerable,
but every one
commanding attention.

I lay my head on my daypack
no longer needed because . . .
well, night . . .
light arrives from distances
I cannot measure,
each point steady,
each one burning fiercely
but without sound.

Around me, the land falls
into a hush that is greater than
quiet—
stillness.

Stone cools.
Air thins.
The last traces of what the sun gave
rise from the ground
and into the sky,
probably trying to join in
the celestial production.

Lucky.

Here we are in the chaos—
for a time—
but above, order.

Not scattered,
not random,
but placed.

Line after line,
field after field,
a vastness that neither moves toward me
nor recedes.

Tightrope walkers,
all of them.
The theatre?
Or a circus?
None of my metaphors matter.

Every person stops—
and you can understand why

why the eye lingers,
why the body quiets,
why the heart bends and
breaks
and mends
and unfolds
all in one inhale.

The sky doesn't look back.
It doesn't need to.
There is nothing we can give to it
except
wonder.

Brilliant,
unreachable,
unaffected.

And still—
it draws.

The ground beneath me,
the sky above me,
the measure between them—

all set in order,
all kept in place,
all speaking
without voice.

In the keeping of it,
in the placing of each light
and the distance between them,
God gives:

what is set in the heavens
and seen,

what fills the eye
and commands attention—

and wonder—
not as something given,

but as what rises in us
at the sight of it,

returning,
not to the sky above,
but to the One
who directs its course.

—Iris Lennox

Deuteronomy 4:19