Tag: Joy

  • Wonder


    The photo is courtesy of Pixabay because my iPhone 12 didn’t quite cut it.

    Night settles over the desert
    and the sky draws back
    like a curtain on opening night.

    Stars peer from the wings
    and then enter from every direction—
    innumerable,
    but every one
    commanding attention.

    I lay my head on my daypack
    no longer needed because . . .
    well, night . . .
    light arrives from distances
    I cannot measure,
    each point steady,
    each one burning fiercely
    but without sound.

    Around me, the land falls
    into a hush that is greater than
    quiet—
    stillness.

    Stone cools.
    Air thins.
    The last traces of what the sun gave
    rise from the ground
    and into the sky,
    probably trying to join in
    the celestial production.

    Lucky.

    Here we are in the chaos—
    for a time—
    but above, order.

    Not scattered,
    not random,
    but placed.

    Line after line,
    field after field,
    a vastness that neither moves toward me
    nor recedes.

    Tightrope walkers,
    all of them.
    The theatre?
    Or a circus?
    None of my metaphors matter.

    Every person stops—
    and you can understand why

    why the eye lingers,
    why the body quiets,
    why the heart bends and
    breaks
    and mends
    and unfolds
    all in one inhale.

    The sky doesn't look back.
    It doesn't need to.
    There is nothing we can give to it
    except
    wonder.

    Brilliant,
    unreachable,
    unaffected.

    And still—
    it draws.

    The ground beneath me,
    the sky above me,
    the measure between them—

    all set in order,
    all kept in place,
    all speaking
    without voice.

    In the keeping of it,
    in the placing of each light
    and the distance between them,
    God gives:

    what is set in the heavens
    and seen,

    what fills the eye
    and commands attention—

    and wonder—
    not as something given,

    but as what rises in us
    at the sight of it,

    returning,
    not to the sky above,
    but to the One
    who directs its course.

    —Iris Lennox

    Deuteronomy 4:19
  • Hope


    Without reservoirs, pumps, or measured release—
    water roils beneath the surface,
    through stone, around roots,
    navigating the dark.

    In the slow movement along its path,
    through soil, around what resists it,
    a force gathers
    until the ground gives way.

    And then a spring, then a river—
    arriving as it was set in motion,
    current and lucidity together,
    depth and brightness inseparable.

    On the surface
    light scattering,
    quick movements, flickers—

    what we call joy.

    Below—
    weight and direction,
    a current that does not scatter
    or turn back—

    what we call peace.

    The river carries both at once,
    dividing nothing,
    choosing neither.

    And we, without instruments to measure belief,
    stand at the bank,
    calling that faith—
    to stay.

    When it reaches us,
    not as droplets,
    but as a rising beyond its edges,
    we find ourselves entered
    rather than filled.

    So what can be said of hope
    by those who wait for the river to be visible
    before they believe it is moving?

    In believing,
    in the quiet continuance of it,
    God gives:

    joy at the surface,
    quick, ungraspable,
    arriving in flashes,

    and peace—
    lower in the water,
    where nothing hurries,
    where the current keeps its direction
    without being seen.

    And hope—
    as the river
    when it exceeds its banks,

    moving through fields
    that were never called river,
    carrying its course
    beyond where we stood.

    —Iris Lennox

    Romans 15:13