Trust



Somewhere between Flagstaff and the desert.
I pull over
and shut the door behind me.

The road is empty, so
naturally
I walk to the center
and stand on the line.

Silence
but for the tapping of the cooling engine
and the sound of waves—
or maybe wind—
blowing through pine needles.

Yellow lines under my feet—
broken,
then whole,
then broken again,
each piece looks like it's racing
but I know better:
resting.

Ahead,
the road lifts.

Not much—
just enough
to take the next stretch
out of view.

Driving,
you don't notice
how pretty the variation of
black, gray, and blue
after years of repaving.

You just keep going.

Inside the car you
are listening, or talking, or thinking . . .
anticipating,
over the hill,
onto the next stretch
already laid out.

Standing here,
the journey slows
then
stops.

Everything here knows one another
and all is stable, but the wind
and the clouds
and the sun and moon and stars—
but the road.

Each yellow line serves a purpose
to guide
to rightly divide . . .
but also to watch
to remember
to enjoy?

It occurs to me in the middle of the road:

Trust in the Lord
with all your heart,
and do not lean on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make
straight
your paths.

No matter how fast
or slow
I move, God.

The road is the road.

The adventure—
where I go—
is up to You.

—Iris Lennox

Proverbs 3:5–6