The Question in the Sand



As he leaned down toward the sand,
his knees creaked under
cotton trousers
and then grew quiet again.

Kneeling,
he sunk his finger between
a million grains
to write a message there—
first a W and then an H,
followed by a
Y?

He drew a circle around the word
as though the spelling alone
lacked power to
catch the eye of anyone
who might be qualified
to enter the quandary
with him,
for him,
take it from his hands,
lift the weight,
and carry it away.

His hair used to be black—
until it was grey—
and in the wind that
hovered above land,
after being cast
from the sea,
his curls lifted and fell
like waves,
answering the whims
of the moon and
gravity.

He placed his hands
on top of his thighs and stood,
once more facing the
mystery of tossing foam,
his question scrawled
below
and below—
in the center of himself—
doubt churned
under a stomach filled with
acid and disaster.

Like bricks,
a collage of faces,
a map filled with places,
melancholy traces,
unending races
erected a wall inside his soul
too high to climb,
too wide to choose
whether left or right
might end the
mounting fight.

Hiding in plain sight,
he felt alone
until
he was not—
she stepped in close
from a shadowy distance
to share his pool of light,
breaking through
the clouds,
illuminated by the night.
The two stood staring,
astonished—

“How did you find me?”
he asked—
she had no certainty
to give.
“I don’t know,”
was all she said—
he brought one
hand up to his mouth
as though to stop
the words from coming out.
“I needed to be found.”

They stood above
the crudely scribbled “Why?”
and respected its presence
as a minnow respects a shark.
However,
they refused to bow their heads
in reverence for the question and,
instead, they walked together
hand in hand, and
waited for answers to
roll in with the tide.

—Iris Lennox