Tag: Female Voice

  • The Question in the Sand


    As he leaned down toward the sand,
    his knees creaked under
    cotton trousers
    and then grew quiet again.

    Kneeling,
    he sunk his finger between
    a million grains
    to write a message there—
    first a W and then an H,
    followed by a
    Y?

    He drew a circle around the word
    as though the spelling alone
    lacked power to
    catch the eye of anyone
    who might be qualified
    to enter the quandary
    with him,
    for him,
    take it from his hands,
    lift the weight,
    and carry it away.

    His hair used to be black—
    until it was grey—
    and in the wind that
    hovered above land,
    after being cast
    from the sea,
    his curls lifted and fell
    like waves,
    answering the whims
    of the moon and
    gravity.

    He placed his hands
    on top of his thighs and stood,
    once more facing the
    mystery of tossing foam,
    his question scrawled
    below
    and below—
    in the center of himself—
    doubt churned
    under a stomach filled with
    acid and disaster.

    Like bricks,
    a collage of faces,
    a map filled with places,
    melancholy traces,
    unending races
    erected a wall inside his soul
    too high to climb,
    too wide to choose
    whether left or right
    might end the
    mounting fight.

    Hiding in plain sight,
    he felt alone
    until
    he was not—
    she stepped in close
    from a shadowy distance
    to share his pool of light,
    breaking through
    the clouds,
    illuminated by the night.
    The two stood staring,
    astonished—

    “How did you find me?”
    he asked—
    she had no certainty
    to give.
    “I don’t know,”
    was all she said—
    he brought one
    hand up to his mouth
    as though to stop
    the words from coming out.
    “I needed to be found.”

    They stood above
    the crudely scribbled “Why?”
    and respected its presence
    as a minnow respects a shark.
    However,
    they refused to bow their heads
    in reverence for the question and,
    instead, they walked together
    hand in hand, and
    waited for answers to
    roll in with the tide.

    —Iris Lennox