Tag: Memory

  • Overlook


    Three miles out,
    three miles back.

    A reasonable bargain.

    A narrow trail
    threading through stone,

    switchback after switchback,

    until the canyon opens
    without warning

    and the earth falls away.

    I stand there awhile
    kicking tiny pebbles
    just to see
    how far
    they will fall

    or how far I would
    before I step back.

    I sip filtered water
    in peace
    as a lizard does pilates
    against a tuft of pine needles.

    Lizards seem too busy
    for their own good.

    "Relax, have some water,"

    I advise
    as I drip some drops
    his way.

    I adjust my daypack and
    read the small sign
    bolted into the rock.

    The sort of ordinary things
    people do
    when they have arrived.

    Then I turn around
    and walk the trail
    from a new perspective
    before leaving the canyon.

    Or rather,

    my body left.

    My attention
    stayed.

    Days later,
    while folding laundry,

    a ridge appeared
    in the curve of a bedsheet.

    Weeks later,

    a line of shadow
    crossing a parking lot
    became the canyon wall
    at dusk.

    The smell of warm stone.

    The cry of a raven.

    The blue
    that picks you up
    and introduces you to
    heaven
    just before evening.

    I have been home
    for a month.

    The canyon apparently
    pays no attention to distance.

    It keeps turning up

    in laundry,

    in shadows,

    in the space between
    one thought
    and the next.

    For instance,

    Do the mules
    appreciate the view?

    And what became
    of that lizard?

    Did he finish
    his exercises?

    Did anyone else
    give him a puddle?

    Now, as I watch the rain
    fall outside my Missouri window
    I suspect

    an overlook is simply
    a place

    where we can see more
    than we did before.

    —Iris Lennox
  • Slowness


    A breeze slips through the open back door
    and lifts the top page
    of my notebook.

    The paper rises,
    settles,
    rises again,

    a thin white animal
    testing its legs
    at the edge of my desk.

    The corner taps the wood.

    Once.
    Twice.

    Then the whole page
    breaks loose,
    rolls into itself,
    turns sideways,
    and skitters
    across the floor.

    If paper had knees,
    this one would be bruised.

    A pigeon on the back of an Adirondack
    tilts his head
    and watches the routine.

    I wait for judgment.

    He blinks,
    ruffles one gray shoulder,
    and looks past me
    toward an old oak tree.

    Seven out of ten,
    I decide.

    Generous,
    considering the landing.

    The page rests
    beneath the chair now,
    half-curled,
    one ruled blue line
    sprawling like a vein.

    Outside,
    a dog barks once,
    then again,
    farther away.

    Beyond the back door,
    a squirrel scrapes
    inside the ceramic pot
    where I keep meaning
    to plant basil.

    Somewhere down the street,
    a truck door shuts.

    I hum three notes
    from a song
    someone sang to me once
    and cannot remember
    the next line.

    How many songs
    have been whittled
    down
    to two or three words
    and the shape of a voice?

    The pigeon steps sideways
    along the fence,
    one pink foot
    then the other.

    My notebook waits open.

    The page under the chair
    shivers
    when the breeze returns.

    —Iris Lennox



  • If You’re New to My Poetry

    If You’re New to My Poetry


    Grand Canyon landscape representing recurring themes of resilience, memory, voice, and spiritual geography in the poetry of Iris Lennox.
    Grand Canyon landscape reflecting recurring themes of resilience, transformation, spiritual geography, and memory in the poetry of Iris Lennox.

    I recently created a new page called The Poetry and Themes of Iris Lennox, which explores some of the recurring imagery, spiritual landscapes, and questions that continue to shape the work.

    The page traces themes of resilience, voice, desert geography, memory, theatre, and the sacred hidden inside ordinary life. It also gathers together several poems that have become central to the collection over time.

    You can read it here.

  • Triptych: Coming and Going



    Curiosity
    by Iris Lennox


    My little white cat stands at every doorway
    before she enters.
    Perhaps it is fear
    but I think it’s manners,
    and questions that steady her
    upon the threshold.

    Is there anything here
    worth the risk
    it takes to
    leave the safety of the hallway,
    and what will I miss if I do?

    No noise behind her,
    but I sit typing at my desk
    while she
    considers,
    a tiny pink nose weighing her
    options—

    I say hello,
    which changes nothing,
    and now I weigh
    my kindness against her indifference
    as a thread moves across the floor,
    the air purifier
    beckoning it closer.

    My little white cat enters
    not to see me
    but to inspect the thread
    and to
    maybe
    prove the room deserves her
    presence.

    Patience
    by Iris Lennox


    Moose Tracks are easier to eat in a bowl,
    but not nearly as engaging
    as racing to the drips
    spilling over the sides
    of my cone
    and knowing there are
    peanut butter cups gathering
    in the middle.

    Why do the sweetest parts
    hide in the center?

    No one eats M&Ms for the color,
    and you’d embarrass yourself
    if you dared say,
    “the peel is better than the orange.”

    We all know
    some things ask to be opened—
    the banana from the stem,
    the shells at the baseball game,
    the foil around warm chocolate
    you forgot was in your pocket.

    At least,
    for me,
    for today,
    for this moment,

    all I need to do
    is taste sweetness
    with the patience of a toddler,
    unaware of the nature
    of stickiness,

    and save the middle
    for later.

    Father
    by Iris Lennox


    He left before his first Father’s Day
    and mine.

    But at least he left in style,
    with my mother’s car,
    all her cash,
    and glasses
    wrapped in a towel
    because they were
    worth keeping.

    He worked in a bar
    and, from what I hear,
    he lived like he did.

    At least that’s what strangers told me,
    each one carrying
    another adventure.

    Someone up north.
    Another on the west coast.
    Then the east
    before he landed
    in Las Vegas.

    The land of dreams
    won
    and lost
    all in the same night.

    Sounds about right.

    I met my father
    for the first time
    and the last
    one month before he died,

    and every Father’s Day
    I try
    not to care.


    Written in response to three words: curiosity, patience, father.

  • The Miracle of Connection


    It’s a miracle when
    one act of
    communication
    takes place.

    We take it for granted.
    “Hello,” and
    “Goodbye,”
    but what about the words
    we're not sure how to say
    and stubbornly
    try?

    Every syll-a-ble
    we learn is from someone
    close by.

    The voice of a friend
    or the first time you heard
    your grandma
    speak to your mom
    in a way that made sense,
    when she smiled
    so you figured you knew now
    what to do.

    You got it.
    So did she.
    And what about him?

    “This flower is red,”
    that much is true. But
    “This flower is soft,”
    could be misconstrued.
    “I was talking about color,”
    she shrugs as she sits.
    He insists,
    “A flower is petals
    and my first Valentine’s kiss.”

    How many words
    for one simple
    thing?
    A moment remembered?
    An idea flying through?

    And so you see,
    even flowers mislead.
    If they can
    (uh-oh)
    what chances do we
    have to receive
    or to give
    in the way

    your experience taught
    and your family still chooses,
    and what of the friends
    that come and go,
    and the fights someone wins
    and another one loses?

    Brick by brick
    the schema is built,
    and we climb to the top

    and fall
    until

    what I said
    is what you heard
    or close enough
    to be understood.

    —Iris Lennox
  • The Curve of Time


    You might as well befriend the moon—
    embrace her clouded peekaboos.
    And music…

    Receive the tune—
    no time to choose—
    alone in a crowd
    or no one in view.
    And a smell…

    Wafts past your nose—
    what was that?
    Or who?

    Perfume on skin
    or a place that you knew.

    Pause.

    No need to wonder—
    you know who that was—
    and who you are
    as nostalgia winds
    the second hand round.

    “Time is a straight line,” said he.
    “It moves consecutively,
    watches as it goes
    behind and below,
    like walking a path
    that winds into—
    well—
    no one knows.”

    “No one knows,
    that’s right,” said she.
    “Simply put, I do agree.
    But there’s no line to speak of.
    Time bends—not like a knee—
    more like a finger touching its thumb
    or a rainbow finding its spherical end
    and answering with a gentle, Come.”

    Time returns to the places we’ve been.

    One says, “That memory is far.”
    Another, “The moment is here.”

    Yesterday can be set down,
    but the nows of that day
    rise from the ground
    without notice
    or sound—

    to delight or confound—
    it depends on the seconds
    into which they were bound.

    Moments become recollections.
    Recollections, seeds
    with a life of their own.

    Promises and hope,
    gentleness and rage,
    a touch, a glance,
    a well-appointed room
    or a half-written page—

    all sown into skin,
    finding rest in
    smiles and tears,
    repose and toil,
    love and loss,
    freedom and cost,
    and the way sunlight lay
    across the earth
    at the end
    or when it all began.

    “That was back then,” said he.
    “That is today,” said she.

    The minutes listened.

    “There is wisdom in both.”

    Time smiled—
    crouched, quiet—
    behind an autumn tree,
    waiting
    for the final leaf to fall.

    —Iris Lennox