Noon or 1987



Nostalgia is slippery
like a water snake.
One deliberate squeeze
and there it went.

Exit upon exit
if you look at it.
Look away,
and beware it's return.

A mower hums somewhere
beyond the houses,
a duet of humming and bass,
moving through the air
because afternoons
have always sounded this way.

A whisper of perfume
passes—
familiar, specific—
caught for a second
in the space between two steps.

A child runs ahead,
hair lifting and falling
across her forehead,
light moving with it,
time carried in the motion
like once
before
with a different name.

The body looks at its wrist.
What time is it—
noon or
1987?

A recognition
without language,
already underway.

Memory follows
in pieces.

You reach toward it—
toward the full arrangement,
the exact alignment
of what it felt like
to stand there.

Who you were.
Who they were.
Where, again?
And, why?

Then
without warning
it arrives.

Complete.
Immediate.
Undivided.

Distance closes.
The past takes its place
inside the present,
fully formed,
in at least two of your senses.

For a moment.

Then it releases.

You only have yourself
to blame.

Next time,
look at it sideways.

— Iris Lennox