Tag: Patience

  • Triptych: Coming and Going



    Curiosity
    by Iris Lennox


    My little white cat stands at every doorway
    before she enters.
    Perhaps it is fear
    but I think it’s manners,
    and questions that steady her
    upon the threshold.

    Is there anything here
    worth the risk
    it takes to
    leave the safety of the hallway,
    and what will I miss if I do?

    No noise behind her,
    but I sit typing at my desk
    while she
    considers,
    a tiny pink nose weighing her
    options—

    I say hello,
    which changes nothing,
    and now I weigh
    my kindness against her indifference
    as a thread moves across the floor,
    the air purifier
    beckoning it closer.

    My little white cat enters
    not to see me
    but to inspect the thread
    and to
    maybe
    prove the room deserves her
    presence.

    Patience
    by Iris Lennox


    Moose Tracks are easier to eat in a bowl,
    but not nearly as engaging
    as racing to the drips
    spilling over the sides
    of my cone
    and knowing there are
    peanut butter cups gathering
    in the middle.

    Why do the sweetest parts
    hide in the center?

    No one eats M&Ms for the color,
    and you’d embarrass yourself
    if you dared say,
    “the peel is better than the orange.”

    We all know
    some things ask to be opened—
    the banana from the stem,
    the shells at the baseball game,
    the foil around warm chocolate
    you forgot was in your pocket.

    At least,
    for me,
    for today,
    for this moment,

    all I need to do
    is taste sweetness
    with the patience of a toddler,
    unaware of the nature
    of stickiness,

    and save the middle
    for later.

    Father
    by Iris Lennox


    He left before his first Father’s Day
    and mine.

    But at least he left in style,
    with my mother’s car,
    all her cash,
    and glasses
    wrapped in a towel
    because they were
    worth keeping.

    He worked in a bar
    and, from what I hear,
    he lived like he did.

    At least that’s what strangers told me,
    each one carrying
    another adventure.

    Someone up north.
    Another on the west coast.
    Then the east
    before he landed
    in Las Vegas.

    The land of dreams
    won
    and lost
    all in the same night.

    Sounds about right.

    I met my father
    for the first time
    and the last
    one month before he died,

    and every Father’s Day
    I try
    not to care.


    Written in response to three words: curiosity, patience, father.

  • African Violets


    Despite the absence of any reliable signal—
    no drooping worthy of alarm, no crisping at the edges,
    no official declaration of thirst—
    the plant insists on requiring water
    at some precise and undisclosed moment.

    Its leaves offer only minor adjustments,
    a change so slight it could be attributed
    to lighting, mood, or coincidence—
    the kind of evidence that refuses to testify.

    And yet, water must be given.

    Too early, and the roots object in silence.
    Too late, and the same silence deepens,
    as though agreement had been reached
    without my participation.

    The purple one presents no difficulty.
    Six blooms at once,
    as if it had already reviewed the conditions of the room
    and signed without revision.

    The pink one remains undecided.
    One bloom, paused indefinitely,
    neither withdrawn nor committed—
    a position I recognize.

    There are, apparently, forms of life
    that do not improve under observation.
    This complicates matters.

    My grandmother knew when to water them.
    Not through measurement, not by schedule,
    and certainly not by consulting the leaves for clarity.
    She stood near them, which was enough.

    I stand near them with coffee.
    Again with afternoon tea.

    The water disappears from the tray
    without acknowledgment or correction.
    No confirmation is issued.

    The purple one continues,
    untroubled by my involvement.

    The pink one—
    after a period of complete inaction,
    with no visible shift in circumstance—
    opens.

    —Iris Lennox