Tag: Nostalgia

  • Noon or 1987


    Nostalgia is slippery
    like a water snake.
    One deliberate squeeze
    and there it went.

    Exit upon exit
    if you look at it.
    Look away,
    and beware it's return.

    A mower hums somewhere
    beyond the houses,
    a duet of humming and bass,
    moving through the air
    because afternoons
    have always sounded this way.

    A whisper of perfume
    passes—
    familiar, specific—
    caught for a second
    in the space between two steps.

    A child runs ahead,
    hair lifting and falling
    across her forehead,
    light moving with it,
    time carried in the motion
    like once
    before
    with a different name.

    The body looks at its wrist.
    What time is it—
    noon or
    1987?

    A recognition
    without language,
    already underway.

    Memory follows
    in pieces.

    You reach toward it—
    toward the full arrangement,
    the exact alignment
    of what it felt like
    to stand there.

    Who you were.
    Who they were.
    Where, again?
    And, why?

    Then
    without warning
    it arrives.

    Complete.
    Immediate.
    Undivided.

    Distance closes.
    The past takes its place
    inside the present,
    fully formed,
    in at least two of your senses.

    For a moment.

    Then it releases.

    You only have yourself
    to blame.

    Next time,
    look at it sideways.

    — Iris Lennox