Music wafting through the air or is that birds or Tinkerbell? I got some dust inside my eyes so it must be the fairy swooshing by.
Marching bands with brass and bass kings and princesses take their place to tell the story— the same one again: a far away land a witch and a hand given in fanfare to a sashed, bare-faced man.
There are rides to be taken heroes who capture and race down adrenaline-filled paths that feel like lov— no, rapture.
Slow and then fast through dazzling light enough to fly past the machine in the back and the character smoking with his head hung on a rack—
We agree not to see.
Lights flicker gold and then blue wait—did he just look or did he look through? A pause in the motion something like timing I take as a cue.
Confetti drifts ash, or snow touches my sleeve then lets me go I leave it there— a moment too long part of the set and now so am I
—and who am I?
I forget.
Voices echo layered thin— his or theirs or somewhere between I turn to see then let it be what it was I could have sworn the words pointed to you.
The track tilts— just slightly off enough to blame on atmosphere or thought I steady once then sit up again and see the path has gently bent
not back not through—
just near
A mirror placed at child-height glass returns a face I almost pass until it lingers half a beat—
more sure of you than it is of me
A worker sweeps the same small spot back and forth as if it’s not already clean already done—
I watch too long then call it one of those things that people repeat to keep the edges soft and the picture neat.
A door marked STAFF stands open wide no one there but light inside. I look—
then don’t—
then walk beyond
back into sound and colored air where something waits that isn’t there or isn’t mine— but knows my name well enough to feel the same
The music swells— or something like it close enough that I don’t fight it I take my place without a claim
Iris Lennox 